I’m still numb from the fighting and the sobbing. I can’t believe it. She didn’t feel comfortable coming to me, doesn’t trust me. She hasn’t felt like it in months. So the most natural thing to do was to push me away in the end. I don’t feel sorry for her. Thank you, B, the message was received. You know what happens when you push the people away? They get don’t come back.
Have fun being light-years away from the friends that loved and supported you. Have fun being broken hearted and sad when you’re across the globe. I don’t feel sorry for you. I’m numb to your presence. Not even that. Your presence around me makes me indifferent. It’s beyond anger. I’m done with you.